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15:54 Aug 30 2015
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I made this for my friend on here, lovechilde. I have her added on Facebook and saw all the love she gave her beautiful baby girl. Yesterday I finally sent her a message, asking if I could draw her. This is for you, darling! :)

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15:48 Aug 30 2015
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15:27 Aug 30 2015
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14:06 Aug 29 2015
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Anyone know of a site where I could journal in my day that's not tumblr? Not LiveJournal or anything stale either. AND not here, I do enough of it.

23:14 Aug 25 2015
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Surgery October 5th.

03:20 Aug 23 2015
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Made 45.76$ a few slices and a banana. Updated my member page. Check out the new design.

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15:06 Aug 22 2015
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02:12 Aug 22 2015
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Sorry about that rant. Just a really bad day. I spoke about the follow up complaint. No idea if any of this helps but at least I have a few people I can call if I ever need it.

The big day for art is tomorrow! He's going to love this design. I have an appointment Tuesday to see what they should do . Once its healed from the inside out, they can do surgery. Hope its soon so I cam get it over with. Sheesh.

23:21 Aug 20 2015
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I haven't slept all night when I was at the er. They lied about the draining. Those bastards tortured me. All liars. I didn't know the medical field was full of absolute shit doctors who can't read notes and prescribe stuff to kill you because no matter how many times you tell them you have a blood disorder, they went to medical school to do nothing because they didn't fell like it and put you in tests with hours of waiting.

I had to call people myself to get the hell out and the stupid nurse dropped my blood everywhere and didn't stop making my anxiety so bad that I almost died of an asthma attack if it hadn't been for a nice nurse.

I love how they're allowed to be late, but if I was, I would be fired. I love how they made fun of me when I wanted to eat with my pain medication. I love how they wouldn't drain it, yet that genius doctor gave me a drug similar to morphine.

And I love how they discharged me, said, I'm not their problem anymore and duuuuh, forgot to take put the iv tube in my arm. I love how she didn't feed or give me water when I was connected to the iv and couldn't move. 9 hours, not even one cup. So I said, oh? All night no one has listened to me, I'm not letting you take this out of my arm till you at least give me food. Or till I can speak to someone. They have food, believe me. That nurse just wanted to turn me into a big joke.

I reported it to the patient rep. It probably won't do much, but I wish it had. It's not fair. Coming off a ten hour shift, staying up all night crying in pain because some lazy shit doctor operated on someone before me with the same condition and not me. Because they want it to be worse to drain it. Stupid piece of shit. It's not right to lie to people. I wish I could sue them. They didn't even want to explain my medication. Yet they can sit on their asses talking about crap instead of helping me.

Still pissed.

22:33 Aug 19 2015
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They're going to drain it tonight, hopefully. Because it got worse. They have to do it before they can operate. I see a surgeon Tuesday. And we can take it from there.

11:38 Aug 18 2015
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I have to have surgery for something that happened 5 years ago and came back. I'll be in so much pain but if it gets rid of it for good, that'll be fantastic. I'm scared. I don't want to lose my jobs. I'm only taking a week off from whenever they start my surgery, which could very well be the end of this week. Please pray that I recover fast so I can take care of those around me. I have too many responsibilities to be ill.

03:57 Aug 17 2015
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The new case design is completed. Will post next week.

05:06 Aug 16 2015
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I decided making a page was easier. Copy and paste the link if you don't know how to get to pages. Goodnight! :)

https://www.vampirerave.com/public_page.php?id=851

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04:49 Aug 16 2015
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04:22 Aug 16 2015
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Got another job offer. To help out a kick starter. They art will be voted on but at least it'll have my name on it. If I do get voted in and they're successful, I sign a paper for royalties. :)

Other news- One piece is on display at a store in the heart of the village. You can view it in person, or better yet, buy it. I'll be making more as soon as more cases are ordered.

Although I won't be the only artist there, I'll be able to hold art shows. Just have to plan them. The fall season is my target.

I'm going to load it tomorrow. So I'll try to post it or a link here, by then. Or maybe tonight. Hmm

15:40 Aug 14 2015
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Time flies so fast. At the end of next month, we'll be living together. And I haven't said anything but I'm practically engaged, to the most handsome, sexy, intellectual man. He's everything I ever wanted and I know when we do get married, I'll be the luckiest woman on earth.

The ceremony will be small, with only family invited. That's right, you're all not invited.

*crickets* (No one cares) Fuck you too haha.

But anyway - I'm giving a tester design to my new boss. Saturday is when we'll meet and by Sunday it will be on display, where you can buy it. If what I used, worked out, which I pretty much think it did, thanks to my fiancé's idea, then ill be in business.

23:14 Aug 09 2015
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Working on a new steam punk design. Looks epic as fuck. Just sayin'. Someone is going to buy it for sure.

14:58 Aug 09 2015
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Can you believe I got offered weed twice? Pft lol. I respectfully declined. I'm against drugs unless medically needed.

Made 16$, didn't even honestly get a chance to draw. Most were from fellow artists who enjoyed reaching out to me. Much love. ♥ I took down tumblrs and emails to stay in touch. I could use friends.

I'm going to host a ton more shows in my future and I've officially got an art job! :D Now if all goes well, sure as hell, I'd make that my priority instead of the 61 hours a week. But till then, I'm assuming a few years of making ends meet.

My shows will be very late at night. And I think it's about time I invest in making more cards.

I know not many read my journal, but if you do, feel free to answer this question of mine? What's the best way to draw on plastic? How can I keep a sharpie from rubbing off? Is there a spray?

Probably won't get an answer, sadly people would rather read a journal if it was about insults and drama lol.

It's going to be so fun working in the heart of the village. Even if it's not the same as it used to be; I was born to do this. Been going there since I was a fetus; since I was a twinkle in my mothers eye.



Oh! You know what else I did yesterday? I pierced my own ears. I did one on each side, on the lobe, so I have two lower lobe piercings now. Used a safety pin. Carefully sterilized it. I forgot to put ice but honestly it didn't hurt. I was disappointed because I wanted to use the blood to paint, as per one of my main forum threads. I'm sure as I get to the top, I'll get some blood. However, I'm doing things slowly. One set at a time.

I know it's not recommended, because I'm not a professional, but fuck it. I'm a fucking punk! Bitches! Aww yeah! Face yer fears and be awesome my friends!

23:31 Aug 06 2015
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Someone left me a lovely honor comment last month.

"The more we give of ourselves, the more blessings given back. Not when you want them, but when you need them. "

I was going through a depression last July. Trying my hardest to keep up with life. Here's some good news, and I'm saying it here before I post it on my page. A few things, actually -

I got new work hours which I can manage between them. Hours in total- 61 a week. It's fantastic, but, I don't get paid over time since it's two jobs.

Here's the other news- I might have scored an art job for the weekends. :) Right in St.Marks.

Can you believe, it only took me 3 days to land an art job? Hah! And I might be able to host live performances as well.

That's all for now. You have to be mentally ill or a robot to be me. LOL

Oh, P.S.: Random fact- today is Andy Warhol's birthday! :P

19:22 Aug 05 2015
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I have a lot of good news! I won't discuss it till after I discuss it with them. ;) An update next week, hopefully.

11:59 Aug 02 2015
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Last night was a good pick me up from the stress in my life. I only made 7$ and some food but I did get a job offer. :D I really hope they get back to me. They're around the corner from where I sit. If I get it, my name would get around more.

Also met some nice people like a guy who was an artist too but said I was ahead. I hope he keeps in touch so I can invite him to my group. And a photographer who took pictures of me.

I like the idea of that. People will say, I knew her when she was just starting out. :P